What Daddy Didn't See
Music was, is, and always will be my therapy. In my most painful and dark moments, I turn to music to help calm and heal my soul. This song has lived inside of me since I was a child. When my parents divorced and my father decided to leave, I felt like I wasn't good enough for him to stick around. I felt unworthy, unlovable and had no sense of self-love. It took a lifetime to heal my inner wounds but it all began with the single thought process that it wasn't my fault and that I didn't deserve to be abandoned. I realized that my father's decisions were based on his own inner damage from his childhood that never got addressed. He needed to find his way to happiness, which unfortunately meant leaving his kids behind. I never stopped loving him and cherish the brief moments in time that I had with him. Love and forgiveness conquers all pain. This song is dedicated to anyone who grew up feeling unloved, unlovable and unworthy. Know that you ARE good enough! A huge thank you to my co-writer Rob Taube for understanding my vision and creating this beautiful music, to Jeff Ganz for his masterful creativity and talents on bass and drums, and to my husband Jim for his immeasurable love and support.