Alexander Stewart《if you only knew》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:14.72]I've been tryin' so hard to survive [00:18.46]Sometimes I think that I wanna die [00:22.09]I feel so ******* guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life [00:29.67]So I keep all the pain to myself [00:33.42]Losin' faith but nobody can tell [00:37.15]Mom I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me [00:41.03]So I pretend I'm fine [00:44.31]If you only knew [00:46.67]What my mind is tellin' me I should do [00:50.21]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [00:54.00]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh [00:59.20]If you only knew [01:01.49]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through [01:05.31]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight [01:08.88]I'm sorry but I need you oh [01:14.28]If you only knew [01:15.52]Oh [01:16.59]I wish I was somebody else [01:20.39]I'm constantly overwhelmed [01:24.16]Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends [01:27.84]It's a silent cry for help [01:31.17]I wanna get better I want you to know [01:34.92]That I can't do this on my own [01:38.57]If you only knew [01:40.91]What my mind is tellin' me I should do [01:44.60]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [01:48.33]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh [01:53.57]If you only knew [01:55.89]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through [01:59.53]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight [02:03.32]I'm sorry but I need you oh [02:08.22]Take me out of this hell [02:11.46]Oh somebody help [02:15.68]Take me out of this hell [02:18.89]Oh I'm not myself [02:23.96]I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do [02:29.60]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [02:33.39]I'm too sad to cry but I want to [02:37.69]Oh if you only knew