[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com [00:10.47]They say they never really miss you 'til you dead or you gone [00:13.17]So on that note I'm leaving after the song [00:15.66]So you ain't gotta feel no way about jay so long [00:18.78]Atleast let me tell you why I'm this way hold on [00:21.42]I was conceived by gloria carter and adaness revees [00:24.03]Who made love under the siccamore tree [00:26.04]Which makes me [00:27.06]A more sicker emcee my momma would claim [00:29.64]At 10 pounds when I was born I didn't give her no pain [00:32.49]Although through the years I gave her her fair share [00:34.65]I gave her her first real scare [00:36.06]I made it from birth and I got here [00:37.41]She knows my purpose wasn't purpose [00:38.94]I ain't perfect I care [00:40.14]But I feel worthless cause my shirts wasn't matchin my gear [00:42.99]Now I'm just scratchin the surface cause what's burried under there [00:45.66]Was a kid torn apart once his pop disappeared [00:48.15]I went to school got good grades could behave when I wanted [00:50.85]But I had demons deep inside that would raise when confronted [00:53.61]Hold on [00:54.09]Shawn was a very shy child growing up [00:57.66]He was into sports [00:59.07]And a funny story is [01:01.65]At 4 he taught hisself how to ride a bike [01:05.12]A two wheeler at that [01:07.02]Isn't that special [01:09.09]But I noticed a chance in him when me and my husband broke up [01:14.97]Now all the teachers couldn't reach me [01:16.44]And my momma couldn't beat me [01:17.82]Hard enough to match the pain of my pops not seeing me so [01:21.03]With that distain in my membrain [01:23.07]Got on my pimp game [01:24.18]F**k the world my defense came [01:26.55]Then dahaven introuced me to the game [01:28.47]Spanish jose introduced me to cane [01:30.69]I'm a hustler now [01:31.77]My gear is in and I'm in the in crowd [01:33.84]And all the wavey light skinned girls is lovin me now [01:36.42]My self esteem went through the roof man I got my swag [01:39.33]Got a volvo from this girl when her man got bagged [01:41.85]Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show that I had [01:44.49]Supposedly knowin nobody paid jaz wack a*s [01:47.37]I'm geting ahead of myself by the way I could rap [01:49.89]That came second to me movin this crack [01:51.96]Gimme a second I swear [01:53.40]I will say about my rap career [01:55.74]'Til 96 came n***as I'm here [01:57.60]Good bye [01:58.29]Shawn use to be in the kitchen [02:00.03]Beating on the table and rapping [02:02.88]And um until the wee hours of the morning [02:06.69]And then I bought him a boom box [02:09.33]And his sisters and brothers said he would drive them nuts [02:13.83]But that was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble [02:18.99]Good bye to the game all the spoils the adreneline rush [02:22.11]Your blood boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush [02:24.81]And you in a drop your so easy to touch [02:26.82]No two days are alike [02:28.14]Except the first and fifteenth pretty much [02:30.18]And trust is a word you seldom hear from us [02:32.97]Hustlers we don't sleep we rest one eye up [02:35.52]And the drought to find a man when the well dries up [02:38.22]You learn to work the water without workin thirst 'til die yup [02:41.19]And n***as get tied up for product [02:42.90]And little brothers ring fingers get cut up [02:44.64]To show mothers they really got em [02:46.32]And this was the stress I live with 'til I decided [02:49.02]To try this rap s**t for a livin [02:50.88]I pray I'm forgiven [02:51.90]For every bad decision I made [02:53.58]Every sister I played [02:55.05]Cause I'm still paranoid to this day [02:57.03]And it's nobody fault I made the decisions I made [02:59.64]This is the life I chose or rather the life that chose me [03:02.34]If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack [03:05.04]Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black [03:07.68]If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack [03:15.63]Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black
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[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com[00:10.47]They say they never really miss you 'til you dead or you gone
[00:13.17]So on that note I'm leaving after the song
[00:15.66]So you ain't gotta feel no way about jay so long
[00:18.78]Atleast let me tell you why I'm this way hold on
[00:21.42]I was conceived by gloria carter and adaness revees
[00:24.03]Who made love under the siccamore tree
[00:26.04]Which makes me
[00:27.06]A more sicker emcee my momma would claim
[00:29.64]At 10 pounds when I was born I didn't give her no pain
[00:32.49]Although through the years I gave her her fair share
[00:34.65]I gave her her first real scare
[00:36.06]I made it from birth and I got here
[00:37.41]She knows my purpose wasn't purpose
[00:38.94]I ain't perfect I care
[00:40.14]But I feel worthless cause my shirts wasn't matchin my gear
[00:42.99]Now I'm just scratchin the surface cause what's burried under there
[00:45.66]Was a kid torn apart once his pop disappeared
[00:48.15]I went to school got good grades could behave when I wanted
[00:50.85]But I had demons deep inside that would raise when confronted
[00:53.61]Hold on
[00:54.09]Shawn was a very shy child growing up
[00:57.66]He was into sports
[00:59.07]And a funny story is
[01:01.65]At 4 he taught hisself how to ride a bike
[01:05.12]A two wheeler at that
[01:07.02]Isn't that special
[01:09.09]But I noticed a chance in him when me and my husband broke up
[01:14.97]Now all the teachers couldn't reach me
[01:16.44]And my momma couldn't beat me
[01:17.82]Hard enough to match the pain of my pops not seeing me so
[01:21.03]With that distain in my membrain
[01:23.07]Got on my pimp game
[01:24.18]F**k the world my defense came
[01:26.55]Then dahaven introuced me to the game
[01:28.47]Spanish jose introduced me to cane
[01:30.69]I'm a hustler now
[01:31.77]My gear is in and I'm in the in crowd
[01:33.84]And all the wavey light skinned girls is lovin me now
[01:36.42]My self esteem went through the roof man I got my swag
[01:39.33]Got a volvo from this girl when her man got bagged
[01:41.85]Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show that I had
[01:44.49]Supposedly knowin nobody paid jaz wack a*s
[01:47.37]I'm geting ahead of myself by the way I could rap
[01:49.89]That came second to me movin this crack
[01:51.96]Gimme a second I swear
[01:53.40]I will say about my rap career
[01:55.74]'Til 96 came n***as I'm here
[01:57.60]Good bye
[01:58.29]Shawn use to be in the kitchen
[02:00.03]Beating on the table and rapping
[02:02.88]And um until the wee hours of the morning
[02:06.69]And then I bought him a boom box
[02:09.33]And his sisters and brothers said he would drive them nuts
[02:13.83]But that was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble
[02:18.99]Good bye to the game all the spoils the adreneline rush
[02:22.11]Your blood boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush
[02:24.81]And you in a drop your so easy to touch
[02:26.82]No two days are alike
[02:28.14]Except the first and fifteenth pretty much
[02:30.18]And trust is a word you seldom hear from us
[02:32.97]Hustlers we don't sleep we rest one eye up
[02:35.52]And the drought to find a man when the well dries up
[02:38.22]You learn to work the water without workin thirst 'til die yup
[02:41.19]And n***as get tied up for product
[02:42.90]And little brothers ring fingers get cut up
[02:44.64]To show mothers they really got em
[02:46.32]And this was the stress I live with 'til I decided
[02:49.02]To try this rap s**t for a livin
[02:50.88]I pray I'm forgiven
[02:51.90]For every bad decision I made
[02:53.58]Every sister I played
[02:55.05]Cause I'm still paranoid to this day
[02:57.03]And it's nobody fault I made the decisions I made
[02:59.64]This is the life I chose or rather the life that chose me
[03:02.34]If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
[03:05.04]Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black
[03:07.68]If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
[03:15.63]Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black