Bizzy Crook《Truth Hurts》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:20.75]Suicidal thoughts in my apartment [00:22.64]This thing called love could be exhausting [00:25.24]I found too much comfort in darkness [00:27.73]I'm talking from the heart but your heartless so [00:30.10]I'm sipping trying to get my mind off this [00:32.26]To find myself in the p***y that I got lost in [00:34.81]Disagreeing with both sides of my conscious like [00:37.29]Do I want this Naw f**k it I'm off this [00:39.58]So I hit the hotel bar and get a glass of whisky [00:42.10]As I'm venting to the stranger sitting next to me [00:44.53]The good things I messed up starting to mess with me [00:46.76]The s**t I got away with starting to get to me [00:49.88]I'm on some kurt co s**t [00:51.24]Me being perfect that's a lie I gotta keep up with [00:53.68]My girl thinks that I'm an angel [00:55.07]My demons no strangers [00:56.31]She admires the girl that I sneak out with [00:59.02]In my music I talk about other women and [01:01.92]Affairs I be having like she ain't listening [01:04.10]I say it's just words when she asks about it [01:06.46]She believes my lies and we laugh about it [01:08.93]D**n I'm hurting in myself [01:10.77]The love you deserve I'm searching for in myself [01:13.22]How could I give it to you [01:14.51]Ipf I ain't got it for me [01:15.81]Girl this isn't just a verse I'm crying out for help [01:19.30]But I tell her these are only words [01:21.06]As I'm riding through the city with a friend of hers [01:24.36]Trying to find better words [01:25.98]I don't know how to tell her 'cause the truth hurts [01:29.46]Before I jump I leave these words behind [01:34.54]I been way too hard on myself [01:39.36]I can lie try to say I'm fine [01:44.27]But I'm tired and I need truth [01:48.74]I'm coming home I'm coming home [01:53.78]Would you please leave the door unlocked [01:58.54]So I can wake up by your side [02:02.85]One last time before I jump [02:15.52]I told one of my best friends that [02:17.09]I'ma kill him for f**king up my money [02:19.30]Was I wrong for it [02:20.65]Or maybe my friends ain't really friends [02:22.36]And they just know where I'm going [02:23.35]So they string along for it [02:25.86]D**n I'm tired of ringing alarms [02:28.44]I'm tired of hearing disses from people [02:29.87]I help put on [02:30.80]How quickly they forget really f**ks with my heart [02:33.81]That s**t just really tears me apart [02:36.40]Betrayal is something I don't forgive [02:38.11]Yet I let them back in for them to backstab me again [02:40.84]And if I die before I turn this album in [02:43.07]All I ask is give my kid publishing [02:45.75]Look I'm just trying to find what I lost [02:47.68]Suicide bomber trying to die for a cost [02:50.23]Nothing lasts forever it's hard to ignore [02:52.47]I love her but I can't stay around 'till divorce [02:55.92]'Cause when the truth comes out [02:57.72]I don't wanna see you move out [02:59.68]'Cause when the loves all gone [03:00.95]And the pressure is on [03:02.08]And the voodoos gone wrong what do you now [03:05.33]Look I'm the modern day Van Gogh [03:07.19]I made a pregnant woman cry all it sorrow [03:09.76]Looking in the sky now all I see is crows [03:12.12]My self portrait is in the music I wrote [03:14.56]2 years since me and my best friend spoke [03:17.02]I called him yesterday I [03:18.06]Heard nothing back though [03:19.68]I'm not saying that I'm not an asshole [03:22.48]It's hard for me to let the past go [03:25.13]I'm hanging on a tight rope [03:26.82]Caroline is gone I'm sill suicidal [03:29.22]Which goes to show wasn't her it was me [03:31.96]Before I Jump I need y'all to see [03:35.65]Before I jump I leave these words behind [03:40.57]I been way too hard on myself [03:45.29]I can lie try to say I'm fine [03:50.31]But I'm tired and I need truth [03:54.79]I'm coming home I'm coming home [03:59.87]Would you please leave the door unlocked [04:04.59]So I can wake up by your side [04:09.05]One last time before I jump [04:14.13]Way too many blunts 'cause I choke [04:16.19]Remember back when I didn't smoke [04:17.89]Hmm remember back when I didn't cope [04:20.81]I'm wrong but I still defend the hoax [04:23.10]I got it like I'm wearing poppas baseball [04:24.95]Glove holding my s**t in [04:26.29]All's well don't always end well practice forgiving [04:28.55]We wasn't perfect I wanna let you in [04:30.92]But do we deserve it [04:32.04]Intentions got blurry [04:33.18]Desire us plus the perks of our love and it irks me [04:35.68]Betting off potential obsessed with our worries [04:38.38]We're falling apart but f**k we're worthy [04:40.29]Copped a place and got engaged [04:41.56]What was we in a hurry for man [04:43.57]Show me some mercy [04:44.84]I done came a long way from Iced teas and McFlurrys [04:46.84]From home cooked meals and phone booked bills and maturity [04:49.30]Drove our bonds to obscurity [04:50.69]I was selfish with my actions now I can't take it back [04:53.51]Thoughts of my unborn been searching for some [04:55.31]Answers to mourn [04:55.98]And turn the scary pain of love into laughter [04:58.20]For now I bare you farewell and save [04:59.79]That ending for another chapter