Locksmith《Hardest Song Ever》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:21.33]Father worked nights mother all day [00:24.18]There were no gripes we would all pray [00:26.88]We were close knit it was so strict [00:29.58]Well in most folks that was OK [00:32.13]I was so young pre first grade [00:34.77]Them condone me alone it was no way [00:37.23]But when it overlapped it left an open gap [00:39.90]Call a babysitter time to go play [00:42.48]And she was young too and it was fun too [00:45.36]Get away from her home so she would come through [00:47.82]Our to a neighbors house they had the favorite couch [00:50.37]That everybody loved and we would run to [00:53.10]But it was uncool what we would succumb to [00:55.59]The s**t we did see becoming numb to [00:58.29]This wasn't untrue what no one knew [01:00.60]The s**t that she would do to me nothing else could undo [01:03.78]Young and unaware dealing with the strain [01:06.15]There's no reason to lie cause there's nothing to gain [01:08.73]She told me strip down no need to feel ashamed' [01:11.49]She brought another child she said let's play a game [01:13.98]My stomach's in a twist what you expect s**t [01:16.68]I'm barely 5 or 6 I don't know what s*x is [01:19.80]I'm giving y'all the truth so I can set it right [01:22.29]This is the hardest song I had to ever write [01:25.74]All that lays locked in me [01:30.30]Wasn't mine to hold on to [01:33.21]The hardest song I could ever write [01:36.33]And though it plagues a part of me [01:40.68]Don't want to leave but I got to [01:43.53]The hardest song I could ever write [01:46.41]And the memory I suppressed it depression is what's [01:49.32]Pressing that's what the stress did [01:51.06]I pushed away any woman I could connect with [01:53.49]That's the s**t you do when you deal with being molested [01:56.19]Infested with impatience I started aching [01:58.59]Hatred and deep guilt was the deadliest combination [02:01.68]Am I scarred am I flawed am I gay then [02:03.93]I've always loved women that can't be the explanation [02:06.69]How do I take the rage bury it deep inside [02:09.21]Cover it with a smile but eventually it will rise [02:11.85]Eventually it will tie a knot in your soul and boast [02:14.61]Then you just end up hurting the people you love the most [02:17.22]F**k it I'll let it fly nothing to set aside [02:19.68]It's nothing for me to lose I'm already dead inside [02:22.56]Already said my peace a piece of me fled in spite [02:24.93]Let's set it right this the hardest s**t I'm a ever write [02:29.10]All that lays locked in me [02:33.60]Wasn't mine to hold on to [02:36.45]The hardest song I could ever write [02:39.33]And though it plagues a part of me [02:43.89]Don't want to leave but I got to [02:47.49]The hardest song I could ever write [03:10.14]We are the victim of school teachers and cool preachers [03:12.93]Youth coaches and catholic priest that do breach us [03:15.45]And violated our innocence from within [03:17.64]Now that I'm grown I know that it prolly happened to them [03:20.34]A cycle of sickness where the only eyewitness [03:22.95]Is so terrified they rather lie than admit this [03:25.62]Or rather omit this and deal with the strain too [03:28.17]But your never truly free until you put this in plain view [03:30.84]And I know it's like the hardest thing in the world to do [03:33.24]But if you don't then the person who did it controls you and owns you [03:37.20]But I got my chance to set it right [03:39.57]This the hardest song I could ever write [03:42.93]All that lays locked in me [03:47.46]Wasn't mine to hold on to [03:50.37]The hardest song I could ever write [03:53.16]And though it plagues a part of me [03:57.72]Don't want to leave but I got to [04:00.60]The hardest song I could ever write