Sadistik《Micheal》[MP3_LRC]

[00:00.00]90听音乐网 www.90T8.com  [00:00.53]Micheal - Sadistik [01:13.52]Teeth marks on the skin [01:15.27]The greatest trick the devil [01:16.60]Ever played was to take away my friend [01:18.99]I got your face engraved into my flesh [01:21.14]So I can try to make amends [01:22.59]With that day I won't forget [01:24.08]In Minnesota I flew in [01:25.51]So that we could both record [01:26.68]Me and Kristoff Krane [01:27.99]Were supposed to go on tour [01:29.75]Nobody answered [01:30.90]We were knocking on your door [01:32.38]And when they carried out your body [01:33.81]I was staring at your shoes on the floor [01:36.51]Still the answers never come [01:38.23]Your funeral was beautiful [01:39.41]It captured what you loved [01:40.97]I sat there in a stupor [01:42.49]Fractured by the hugs [01:43.74]That I gave your family members [01:44.93]Growing sadder by the months [01:47.75]But I won't dwell inside the ends [01:49.15]And that's not what you would want [01:50.68]You would tell me find connections [01:52.67]To the world and to tell it my confessions [01:54.81]The hell that I invest in [01:56.25]Is a part of something bigger [01:57.97]Words that you would write [01:59.20]They would carve into the center [02:00.53]Right on target [02:01.18]'Til they start to fill [02:02.14]My heart up with the letters [02:03.28]Shadows have shadows [02:04.40]And it's darker than remembered [02:06.09]When this story has an ending [02:07.57]To the part I had together with my friend [02:54.11]Absence makes the heart grow fonder [02:55.80]Of the time before the absence [02:57.15]And the nights spent trying to imagine [02:59.84]When you played [03:00.51]I was blinded by the magic you displayed [03:02.57]I tried to reenact it in a way [03:05.06]I  need the dark today to see the stars decay [03:07.69]Cause if I can fall asleep [03:08.90]Then I can dream we are awake [03:10.45]Another shot of Jameson and PBR to chase [03:13.25]Another conversation in a seedy bar to play right [03:17.39]Man this side of me's the worst [03:18.79]When I'm terrified [03:19.45]That all I'll leave's a dynasty of dirt [03:21.72]But you believed in me [03:22.85]And I believed your words [03:24.49]So in turn [03:25.13]I believed in things [03:25.99]When I would need the courage [03:27.53]To move on [03:28.57]On and on and on and on it goes [03:30.38]When I'm nodding off [03:31.27]An awful lot to songs that you had wrote [03:33.21]I want to honor all the art [03:34.68]And progress that you showed [03:35.64]I miss my confidant [03:36.45]And honest talks allotted on the phone [03:38.56]With you Mike [03:39.40]I wish that I could hug you again [03:41.22]It's getting harder to pretend [03:42.50]And I can't undo what's been [03:44.32]Thanks for being someone I could come to [03:46.21]A friend [03:47.08]I hope I make you proud [03:48.39]I love you [03:49.04]The end [04:15.04]Isn't a person just a collection of their mistakes [04:17.61]And also their kind of [04:18.78]Undoing of their mistakes [04:19.67]I mean what else are you [04:21.01]You know you're always [04:22.82]You're always just the reaction [04:24.33]To the bad parts of yourself [04:26.66]I think [04:27.31]And I think that's what is kind of like [04:29.05]A driving motivation behind [04:31.04]Any human being that's who [04:32.72]Wants to continue to grow and live life [04:35.91]Cause they're looking at their flaws [04:39.06]And trying to go beyond it [04:41.86]And I think that a person [04:43.83]You know essentially dies [04:46.45]When they think that they found themselves [04:47.88]Ya know [04:48.41]Unless you want to admit that you [04:50.20]Yourself are not an individual [04:51.71]And are just part of a whole [04:54.44]Movement of ideas [04:57.12]And thought [04:57.80]And culture [04:58.36]And humanity and [04:59.35]Furthermore the universe [05:01.08]And everything [05:01.67]Unless you really feel like that [05:03.12]And you're walking through walls [05:04.66]You know [05:05.43]You are always trying to find yourself [05:09.12]And it's usually a person who believes [05:11.62]That they've found the answer [05:13.42]Found the end [05:14.58]That there actually is a psychological end [05:16.49]And then what's the point of [05:17.92]You know doing anything after that